deleting "friends"

I seriously feel like climbing!! NOW!!! My head is filled with nonsense....plus, I don't feel like talking to anyone at all. I am avoiding my climbing friends,but, I want to go there now,alone or maybe with some friends that I already know. I was suppose to go to gua musang with them,but I had a wedding to attend,but, I think I learned the hard way that I am not suppose to be friend the climbing dudes and afew girls. Oh well, I have passion for climbing and I really want to be good at it, regardless.