Thursday, July 29, 2010

disney love

I am not sure what love means or what love is. Love to my parents,grandparents or siblings, that I know,but, to fall in love with someone thats a different type of dramatical set altogether. A few years ago, I thought I was in love but, I was vulnerable,young and stupid. Took me awhile to realize that I was delusional.



From young of age, little girls around the world who are fortunate enough to have or watch tv would watch romantic walt disney cartoon and have heroins like snow white, cinderella, beauty and the beast to plant in their minds to be vulnerable towards men and ones there is love, you would live happily ever after. The reality of it is, love does not last, after afew years of being in a relationship or getting married it would wilt and thats when communication is harder and you would find yourself asking if you did the right thing by marrying the person.

The tragedy of it is about all these characters is that they were made in 50's,60's and 70's and men created all these characters for girls, so they would always be timid and follow the rules of men. Back then, women did not have the rights to work as managers,illustrators, or anything that they desire, they were only allowed to work low ranks such as being a secretary. So, all they could say is "yes" and never to argue with men.

Walt disney heroin characters are all too nice, too soft, all that there is that men want us to be. So, maybe they created the idea of love for us, that love means being in a relationship with someone. I think love is quite of a vague subject.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

stuff myself and gain like an elephant

I am going to stuff my self before I go home. It is time to put the weight worrying aside and just eat the junk that I have bought from the evil supermarket. Supermarkets here sell delicious junk! seriously! they would always have great offers and I don't get how people here are skinny!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Things that I find sleazy guys have in common

Alright, you can say that I am one of the cheesiest girl that you have seen,but, I have realized from a long time ago that stereotype sleazy malay men have a few things in common. I am not writing to hurt anyones feelings, I just would like to write as my mind is on to it at the moment, it just clicked and I am not even sure why.For people who think they are fashionable, they just aren't. Physically, from the way they dress they would have three things in common

1. gold chain necklace, it can be white gold or just gold ( I am not sure what they are trying to show...wealth perhaps? maybe it resembles power or something...I don't know)

2. man bag...oh, correction...branded man bags...gucci,prada,louis vuitton



3. not to mention their speedboat engine malaysian made cars....which were made to annoy the neighbours at 3 o'clock in the morning on purpose.


Its just stereotypical, I don't hate any of them. I just feel all greasy and sleazy around them, thats all.

Friday, July 9, 2010

off to

France awaits me tomorrow...I am going to share a room with my niece. My niece saw that we were packing, she got all excited.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

just today



Stomp was just AWESOME! I can feel that they are loving what they are doing because I felt like joining them.

I have been given lists of things to buy for my sister,cousins and friends but my priority would be my sister...of course...she can't join us because she has work. Honestly, its a bore without her, because I don't really have anyone to go walking around with that wants to go where I want to go.