I have realized that, I am not creative nor am I smart in any way. I have been told that I am slow repetitively, and I am starting to believe that I am. Perhaps right now I am in a manic stage, where I think everything is wrong about myself. I wish I can produce things fast and I wish I can do things that I imagine I would and can do.
I know what I am, and most of the people including my mom,sisters,aunties,cousins and friends say that I am weird. Maybe what I am is being awkward around everyone and being weird and that's just me.
I seriously wish right now, my brain could stop generating false things that make me day dream and focus.
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