making it through

Life is staged with glorious,mundane,sadness,difficulty etc but, it is all within your will to go through it. Nothing remains the same, life is full of surprises, the surprises that come to you would not always be what you want. No matter how good or how bad it is, when it is there, you can never change it. Which is why it is called fate.

When you believe in religion and you have bad news or surprises, you would believe that it is all written and we have a reason to believe so. When we don't believe in fate and how its written, our minds would be empty and would not have any path, therefore, we would make short term decisions, such as.....death.

The will to survive, is a powerful thing to endure. When we realize that the world isn't what it seems. That is when you get scared and fragile but, showing it to others would make you weak. Therefore, it is you who are responsible to have the ability to keep on moving towards the final destination.

I have learned something. I have learned that giving too much is not the tool of survival. It is an act of selflessness, kindness and a humble gift,but, when you do not give the right things to the right people that is when the act of kindness is not necessary and can be a risk for yourself. Which can be a sin as you do not have self respect. How would it be possible to ask for respect when you yourself do not respect you. It is easy to type and say things here, but, I have to learn what I write too. I have to learn the hard way, like I always do.

Learning the hard way is like swimming in acres of water that is either too hot (boiling) or too cold (freezing). Like I said in the previous sentences, you just have to go through it, with a thick skin, no matter how cold or hot it gets.