boring day

harini bosan sangat sampai layan budak kecik online...*sigh.....my cousin who is about 7 has a facebook account....so, yeah....takde kerja

saya mau pergi memanjat

It has been 2 weeks since i last climb...I wanna go climb!! I miss it...I feel really empty! maybe i should go swim later to replace climbing...i need to fill this emptiness

Yesterday

Hello there blog, nothing interesting happened today ,but, it was a long day for me yesterday,so,I would write about it.
9.30 am was my copywriting class,it seems that we've ALOT of assignments and we are to do ALOT of research. We've new projects every week,but,I would manage as I have only 3 or 4 days of class.

12.30 to 1.30 pm we had our "lunch" break,since its Ramadhan and I was and am fasting I don't go for lunch. I decided to do abit of research in the library since I got the new library card,but, after afew minutes the librarian lost my card and they wanted me to pay them back for the card. I refused to,because it was not my fault in the first place.

1.30 to 4.00 pm Class started and over,so, I went home feeling groggy and tired.

4.00 to 7.00 pm I slept and woke up as I had to eat to break my fast with my housemate. At this period of time a friend messaged and wanted to come over.

7.00 to 10 pm went to streetmall with fafa

10.00 pm My friend came over with his friend. I was really happy to see him...did I mention that I was happy to see him?...

the baby being gone

The niece is going in 2 weeks or so!! I am going to miss her what am I going to do at home without the baby?! I would miss both my sister and my brother in law too,but, Id miss the baby the most :( Its really sad!

flight of the conchords

I cant post the video here...I dont know why...but you guys should watch it...they are friggin funneyh they make me laugh like a hyena

ehem

If you came here on saturday and hung out with me for the longest time. I think talking to you was fun, have not been in to that sort of conversation for long. I am not sure if we would meet again,but, I sure hope we will. Alright, I have to admit, I do think about you a lot now. That is all. Alright thats enough nabila...tsk tsk tsk...guys guys guys...focus man you're in your second year! FOCUS! *slaps self*

Whats new in cyber?....Erm...I have a new Maldivian housemate who is married and currently her husband is staying inside the house,but, they seldom and I mean SELDOM meaning sometimes not at all come out of their room. Very anti-social indeed.Speaking of Maldivians..Sinaz..My brother from another mother and father is back. We were really happy,so,fafa and I went to his room and surprised him while he was still asleep. He brought alot of food this time. He gave us afew.

Andrew and I made a somewhat deal,it is stupid..because we are both single. He wanted a contract of a somewhat one week relationship. We ended up fighting in the end because he always think he is right and no matter what others tell him he'd go against it anyway. Oh well, but, all of us still care and love him regardless anyway.

Oh ya! I was late for my first presentation today. Wore bajukurung and alot of people looked at me like I was some alien, especially the locals. My ex schoolmate even said "wow..you're crazy" when she saw me. I know a cotton baju kurung can be out of fashion in Lim kok wing,but, it is comfortable. They made it as though it is prohibited for students to wear baju kurung in that college.

a surprise call

A familiar number called me at 1 am yesterday night. I thought it was my housemate, so, I picked it up. I said "haa...fafa..nape". A male voice clearing his throat was heard on the other line. To my surprise, it was my ex. I am not sure why he called me,so I said with a cheerful voice "hey! whatsup?" he said "nothing". He than wanted to know how I was doing, I said I am doing good (ofcourse now I am doing much better than when I was with him). He asked me about my family and the little niece. I told him that everyone is doing great and that my niece is improving alot on her vocabs.

I guess he was happy to hear that we were doing fine,but, for a person that I have not been talking to,he does not sound all that happy,he had a rather depressed tone.He used to talk alot though, maybe he was tired of work. I told him that my sister is going to go take her masters in London and that the niece is tagging along with my brother in law (not sure if he cares that much,but, I told him anyway). I asked him about his life and he kept saying that it was the same, that he is having the same routine everyday and he has been working endlessly. Him being a workaholic, I was not surprised at all. I did not ask him about his relationship about his girlfriend as for my opinion his girlfriend was not important in the conversation. I did somehow asked him why he called and wanted to know if he called to ask for help,but, he said "no, I just felt like calling".

I remember he wanted so much to continue his studies, again, so I asked him. He said that he is not going to study anytime soon,but, maybe he will.

I really hope he would be happy in his life and have alot of earnings from his work as he works hard for it.

Reaching for one

Steps down the street,
Joyful laughter paused,
Gazes had played itself,
Pondering and confused.

Midnight stroke,
it became bleak,
all is lost including wealth,
suffered phantoms misused.

Reaching out for one,
Light music heard,
it drew to the path,
running to locked doors,
as it was ashamed and abused.

The past followed,
it was lost in the dark,
traces came back,
but,it ran away blindly.