from marry poppins

*something I want to say to you but,I do not dare give you but im just writing it for fun

Hey there, I saw you today being busy as usual. A bunch of people from some international school I assume, came in, so, I saw you comanding people not to do this and that, giving all the rules etc. I think you look good today especially with your spectacles and half of your hair tied up. I went to camp5 with my friends, and you stood next to me for quite a long time eventhough you were busy. We didn't really get to talk today, as you had to teach ALOT of people,you were going here and there nonstop.

I could hear your deep voice from afar. I think its cute that you're teaching alot of kids. I was tired when you told me to have my last climb, which is part of the reason why I gave up half way,my hands were shivering,it was from my sweaty palms when you're there and the fact that I was there for hours made sense. I think at some point you said something to me,but, I didnt pay any attention at all because I was nervous whenever I am around you. That's about it.

Sincerely,
Marry Poppins

to my parents

To my parents...please stop reading my blog...please..hish...

Batu caves atlast!

I went on climbing with my friends at gua damai. Nobody took my picture, have no evidence,but, I did it!!!! My friend had her boyfriend taking all the pictures for her. I was the first one to go, so, I was REALLY nervous. I went bouldering just for awhile...since bouldering consist of no ropes, I was afraid that id fall and my head would crash, so, i did just 2 meters or 3 hahahaha......mungkin tak sampai kot.

After awhile, my friend said,nabila take a harnest...its your turn. I was excited and scared. This is not the wall in camp5 this is the real deal. My twin friend, belayed me, they kept shoouting "kiri2 kanan2 bawah2... " when i was about to reach the spot where im suppose to....about afew meters height i was getting really exhausted, my legs were shaking like mad! actually my whole body was shaking because i was damn afraid! I kept saying "penat ah! pancit!" they kept saying "sikit je lagi..afew steps je"
but i was really happy when i reached on the spot! I climbed twice...at different areas,seems that the second one was ALOT easier than the first.

holiday gone ...hello wavy haired guy

My one week holiday is over and I have been unproductive for my assignments. I hope I would be alright, ofcourse I would be tensed as usual as I have my whole week free and doing it for a day or two. I smell sleepless nights ahead. Yes, it is all my fault, because to me, a holiday is a holiday. It is time to get back on my feet again. I think I have to stop stalking the wavy haired guy for now. I found out his name, he talked to me, found out that he turns up to be a fine guy,but, I should just stop there. I don't think I have that big of confidence as he has plenty of hot girls around him. Meaning, I doubt that he'd like me as much as I like him,but, I think there's still room for friendship. He is a really fun guy, so, I bet if we're friends we'd do ALOT of things together.
He is everything I want in a guy :

a. Responsible (check)
b. Loves kids (check)
c. Hot body (check)
d. good taste in music (check)
e. funny (check)
f. carefree (check)
g. unpredictable (check)
h. good taste in wardrobe (check)
i. can teach (check)
j. good taste in movies (check)


list goes on and on.........

and no, i am not inlove with him just yet...i just like him...im moving on! isn't that good for myself? if you dont, i still think its good for me. I see my ex as abit of a loser now...lalala...compared to this guy that is

Painting

I was bored,so,I decided to paint

The punch

Sometimes I really feel like punching your face as in literally. Thats about it.