mr. dude

To whom it may concern,

I am immune to all the sweet talks. I get sick whenever I hear them, and I think you've realized that I only reply just for the sake of replying. I am trying to figure you out but I can't and its sad that we wont be seeing each other anymore. I know we've got cultural differences and you give me angry messages,but, it only shows that you care and I think its cute. It's funny when everything goes well when I see you and its a plus when we both don't believe in relationships (that is anymore). We have nothing in common and I have confirmed it. We don't live in the same country which make us learn about each other a lot. I know you'd read this, I wish you all the best in everything my friend.

:D

It is 8 am and I haven't been sleeping. I feel that I have lost something, but, I am not sure what. I have been wanting someone to love me or like me or find me attractive in a way, but, when it comes, I get scared. I think I would just let things be for now. I don't think my head is fit to be with anyone just yet. When I am ready, I guess I would know. At this moment, I am not quite cured yet by the last experience. I still think guys are dangerous to be serious with.