Sunday, November 30, 2008

being the toy that i am

WIth you I am just a toy,


 I am the one who feeds your ego,

 
the one who gives you pleasure,


 when you are done and tired,


 you would throw me away,


 hoping that I would not feel anything,


 when others cant fulfill you, you would come back,


 as though I am your only one,


 because you know,


 my heart would always be opened,


 you seek others and find a better one,


 brand new, even better looking,


 yet you complain,


 that the others are not like me,


 again,blind hope is given to the ugly toy,


 but, i know you wont come back,


 cant you see?


 no one would love you as much as I


 an idiot who would bruise her own heart,


 if this was not a mental torture,


 I would be half dead.